Thursday, June 14, 2012
Why!?! I've just found a great flow, motivation, and plan, then I get sick. Seriously. I'm feeling I'm over the worst- slept A LOT- my husband deserves a medal for picking up everything while I work on beating this cold/allergy/flu/rottenness. I still managed to maintain my workout- I know I can hardly believe it either. It was also the first time I have run with my husband in the vicinity. He was working out in the basement while I was on the treadmill. It was different, not what I had expected, but different. I think as an overweight person I look at people far more judgmentally then most look at me- why? I'm not sure. Maybe something having to do with hating to see yourself in others? Anyways, I wasn't as self-conscious as I thought I would be, and that alone is progress. I can't hide on my basement treadmill forever, can I?